# 14 January 2014 , Windy day # Holla bloggers , I'm back w/ my story today . This few weeks I feel so sad and lonely because Chinese New Year just around the corner and my lovely hubby so busy w/ the lion dance training . Almost every second , every minute , every hour and everyday he spent his time at lion dance . The past at least every Thursday I can meet w/ him and I can spent all my time w/ him but nowadays even 1 hour also hard to meet w/ him . Everyday he will went back home late because almost every night he have meeting w/ his lion dance group members . Nowadays no more every night I can have a walk w/ him even on the phone . He just have plenty of time to on the phone w/ me . Eventough we are on the phone but he never stop argue w/ me . I know he is tired and busy w/ his lion dance performance and all but I'm not understand why he can't appreciate and use the time wisely w/ me . Why he must keep argue w/ me ? Everytime I'm sad and cry he doesn't care about me . Even I'm cry he just will scold me and say I'm useless and still the same old of me . Everytime also need me to take care of his feelings but me he won't . Like just now I try to call him wanna listen his voice but when he accept my call 1st things he do is scold me and say " I'm in training now , can you don't disturb me? " . Seriously I feel so touch and sad w/ the way he talk to me but I can't blame him because now he really so busy w/ his work . I really hope the day can past faster because I want the old hubby not now one . I want always spend time w/ my hubby . So this is about some of my feelings . I just want to share my feelings w/ you all . Either here there is no place for me to share my feelings and problems ..

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