#20 November 2013 , Rainy day# Hey , whatsupp guys . Sorry for lately not updating my blog . Seriously so busy with study and family . Well , I'm almost done my SPM . Now I'm just left 2 more papers to go Science and Business . Starting 1st paper until now I feel no confidence for all my paper especially Maths . I'm so worry for my result . Seriously now I just can be patient and pleased with God for blessing me . I hope my result are not worse than my TRIAL SPM . If I can stay the same result with TRIAL also can at least my result are better . Well , today I wanna share about my problems . Nowadays there are many probs come towards to my family . Now the house that my family rent the owner wanna take back this house so mean I have to move to other places . Next , this few days I have no mood at all . I feel so stress about family probs and study . Now I have to think after done my SPM I have to find a job because I have to help my family . But I don't know how to find a job and what job suitable for me !! Either than that , I wanna continue study if can but I think back my family conditions I was like no confident that I can go on . I have promise with my bestie Zattiel that I will continue Form 6 with her but I'm afraid that I can't go on with my promise . Who can help me ? Can someone give me some idea or advice to help me solve this probs . My headache day by day come visit me . Every night I try to sleep but my eyes can't close . I can't stop think about all the probs . I'm as the elder daughter its supposed I have to give a help to my mom but now I can't do anything for her even lend a hand to help her think the ways to solve all the probs . Why I'm so useless ?!? What kind of daughter am I ? God , please I really need your help . Please help my mom . I can't let my mom suffer for this all probs . My dad is already gone now you just left my mom and brother sister for me . I have to take care of them . Please God , I beg you !! I can't describe my feelings right now . I have to stay strong in front of my family but at the back I can't stand to cry . Wingyee , you have to stay strong for yourself and your family !! I'm here to end my diary for today . Thanks for those lend some time to read my blog . See yaa^^

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